A really hard decision to made... don't know why that I 've came to this step but do hope that everything will be alright after this.
Heart sank.. a very very sad feeling...
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008
The very 1st entry...
aAfter long long excuses and delaying the process of blogging, finally i decided to start one.The main purpose of starting one is to share.
First things first, i am so happy as i landed in my own homeland after 9 months of "not so torturing" classes and lectures in some alienated land.The only feeling that i can describe is "It's damn good to be home."
A lot had changed,well it can't be avoided,it is the universal rule to change, we have to change in order to survive. I changed, family changed,surrounding changed. Typing this blog makes me realize that how horrible and vegetable my English had become. Blame the country that had low English standard and blame myself for not upgrading it. Now it's rotten and i have to work on it to brush it up.
Didn't do much this week as I am still lazing here and there.My practicals starting next week, i am not prepared yet. There will be shooting here and there and can't imagine how injured i could be. NEGATIVITY away as my mother always tell.We have to think positively so we can act in that manner.Hope everything will be alright.
First things first, i am so happy as i landed in my own homeland after 9 months of "not so torturing" classes and lectures in some alienated land.The only feeling that i can describe is "It's damn good to be home."
A lot had changed,well it can't be avoided,it is the universal rule to change, we have to change in order to survive. I changed, family changed,surrounding changed. Typing this blog makes me realize that how horrible and vegetable my English had become. Blame the country that had low English standard and blame myself for not upgrading it. Now it's rotten and i have to work on it to brush it up.
Didn't do much this week as I am still lazing here and there.My practicals starting next week, i am not prepared yet. There will be shooting here and there and can't imagine how injured i could be. NEGATIVITY away as my mother always tell.We have to think positively so we can act in that manner.Hope everything will be alright.
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